Polished and Shiny
The past few days I have been running around though My flu to get ready. When I say get ready - I really mean it. I have been collecting content, writing pages, making html codes all to make a new webpage that is more accessible and easier to navigate. I have spent hours perfecting the positioning of photos and text, getting the codes to open new pages correctly, creating buttons for every different icon and tribute amount I want. I have spent days reviewing other Domme's domains to get a good feel of what is best on a site and what I really couldn't care about within my fetish. I have debated upon music, clicking forward and back for the perfect tunes for My little potentials to listen to as they browse My verification video and photos, My background, My wishlists, My credentials. What am I getting ready for? As I have been doing this, I have noticed something deep inside of Me shift. Everyday I am polishing Myself into this new, super shiny and Superior Princess! I feel like I am getting ready for My "final evolution" or something, I feel like a Pokemon! LMAO As I sit here and calculate the prices to run this new website and the influx of e-mails I will be getting due to my new availability, I have to take a moment to really realize how far I have come. It wasn't but 3-4 years ago that I started noticing that dumb males online would succumb to My words and spend real cash on me just to chit chat. It made Me feel powerful, made Me feel like there was a spot I truly deserved to be in above the average male. As the teenage Me pulled away from silly websites like IMVU and Second Life, as I got older and started to heavily research BDSM for My own PERSONAL life, I felt a soft pull towards the internet again. I researched online, pulled up hundreds of sites that made Me "ooh" "aah" and "omg what". I first started on collarme, which is now collarspace. I dealt with a wide variety of gross men looking to get their rocks off and "submissives" who wanted to purely make fun of Me for My fetish and call me a whore. At that younger stage of my research, I was baffled. A whore? No no no, men are paying ME to do dirty things! They are paying ME for the privilege to talk to Me, not touch or fuck Me. I Met a small handful of loyal subbies, one whom I still talk to to THIS DAY! But alas, college and work got the best of Me. Soon I was off of collarme and instead on MFC. I was still exploring all the possibilites of My body and My potential submissive side. It wasn't long after a few hundred of dollars within a week that I said "meh, this isn't for me". No matter the amount of money, I found myself bored with pornography and listening to poor males demands. I found collarspace, and re-vistited Findoms. This time, I actually joined. Within the last year I have been lavished properly and have evolved as a Domme Myself. ev·o·lu·tion ˌevəˈlo͞oSH(ə)n/ noun the gradual development of something, especially from a simple to a more complex form. I have found that there is more than just "Fuck you, pay me" to Findom. I have found that in the world of a financial dominatrix, there are things I love and things I hate. There are people I can tolerate, and there are things that money just cannot fix or justify. I have found that I am not a bottom feeder, I am not someone who will run to the status of "I'm feeling wasted and want some sexy girl to rape my wallet (; ". As I have evolved, I find Myself to be a woman with higher expectations for my submissives. Yes, I love money, I love giving tasks, but I will not just let someone pay Me to watch their disgusting ass be stuffed. I am only looking for the best of the best, a slave who can show Me that he or she puts just as much effort into being the very best that I do. As I have been polishing Myself, as I have been recovering from this flu, I have taken the time to get to know Myself just a little bit more. Maybe it's all of the Nyquil, but I feel like I really have changed as a Domme compared to 3-4 years ago. I have become someone who cares about My personal property, someone who understands the value of money, someone who wants to have a personal relationship with My long-term submissives because I want to be able to make them feel safe AND have fun. I want to become the kind of Domme that a submissive will never forget - for a good reason. I am so happy that I have been polished and shined for this new Me to emerge, slowly but surely. x Princess Kida
